The Dragon Lies Bleeding
Last night I had an unexpected visit from a being who claimed to be a representative from the Melchizedek priesthood and he was willing to answer my questions regarding the initiation process I am going through, about dealing with dark forces of chaos and going through a never ending cycle that repeats itself. Within this process I am going through, I try to find an exit and change the cause and effect (http://esophoria.org/mind-alchemy-lord-marduk/), to manipulate reality and change the course of destiny by creating a way out from the karmic loops of cause and effect.
Some spiritual teachers that I respect teach that we must submit to our destiny and to the karmic laws, while our karma is interrelated and interacting with the collective karma of humanity and the karma of smallest organisms within her, like nations and religions. This is the orthodox way to deal with spiritual evolution but the alchemist is the one that creates the time vortexes that allows each of us to exit the collective karmic loops and make our own destiny.
I have always respected these teachers but I could not agree with them about this as I could see that I was not responsible for all that chains me in this reality. For example, I could accept that I may have karma from previous life times but I could NEVER accept that it was my fault, that I could not have a spiritual education that would help me to deal better with my life circumstances.
I was always in war with the reality was living in and I just considered myself to be a spiritual outlaw that was sacrificing even his own soul for spiritual people; those that may come after and have to suffer the same circumstances as the young Theophilos was. I just accepted that I may even burn in hell and I saw the pattern of Lucifer within me while I chose to REBEL. I got my hands dirty and I saw the path of the Asura within me.
Read my previous article: Lucifer is Rising and the World is Shaking
It was not a silly rebellion against religion, but was it more like a conscious descent into the abyss where in a way, I started fighting with demons that drag humanity into a specific course which I was not happy with. I even had to go through a total mental breakdown, but I was still trying to find a way out from the labyrinth, and I just could not let go.
I decided that I would destroy all the obstacles that brought me and humanity down at ANY cost, even if this meant my damnation. I couldn’t care less about anything else. I just had to destroy the shadow powers from bringing us down, even when I saw myself becoming like one of them.
I saw the sensitive Theophilos becoming a cold beast that was trying to build a shield of protection over the people that could follow my path and fall into the hell I was living.
I feared and I panicked, but in the process, I just got used to it and I learned. I learned the nature of these unconscious shadow powers and so I can share this knowledge and transform my wasted life into something beneficial for people. I can use my experience to transform and rebirth.
I have to and I will try to transform darkness into light within me and others. Becoming the dragon and slaying yourself is the only way to change the cause and effect and to find the way out from the cycle. You can’t fight something that you can only imagine. You can fight something when you know its nature and its weaknesses. You have to bring darkness (shadow) into your conscious and go through the karmic loops to manipulate the outcome and change the course of destiny.
Quote from: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ouroboros
“The alchemists, who in their own way knew more about the nature of the individuation process than we moderns do, expressed this paradox through the symbol of the Ouroboros, the snake that eats its own tail. The Ouroboros has been said to have a meaning of infinity or wholeness. In the age-old image of the Ouroboros lies the thought of devouring oneself and turning oneself into a circulatory process, for it was clear to the more astute alchemists that the prima materia of the art was man himself. The Ouroboros is a dramatic symbol for the integration and assimilation of the opposite, i.e. of the shadow. This ‘feed-back’ process is at the same time a symbol of immortality, since it is said of the Ouroboros that he slays himself and brings himself to life, fertilizes himself and gives birth to himself. He symbolizes the One, who proceeds from the clash of opposites, and he therefore constitutes the secret of the prima materia which […] unquestionably stems from man’s unconscious.”
So let’s get back to the strange visit I had last night from the high priest of EL Elyon.
The first thing that Melchizedek told me without even asking him is this:
“The Jews tried to take over the reign of the mystery schools, wanting to be the only ones to teach the mysteries and in the manner they wanted to teach. They wanted the world to believe that what they taught was THE truth and so set about abolishing the other mysteries schools in time.
Times before, the mystery schools were heavily involved in politics and many politicians were mystic teachers. I was one of the original Magi and Abraham was my student and so he was also a member of our priesthood as was Moses.
You are a priest within the priesthood of Melchizedek.
You are an initiate of the Melchizedek mysteries.
You hold in one hand a scroll and in the other you hold a serpent.
The serpent is a symbol of immortality.
You were bitten by a serpent in your initiation and you had to survive this bite to prove your true and royal blood of the gods.
If you died, you failed. You lived and survived the bite.
You would allow the serpent to bite you so that you would become immune to its venom. The venom, for you, was like Ichor.
The symbol of the sun was burnt onto your skin on your right arm at the top.
CHARM THE SERPENT
Make it OBEY.
Use it for your work.
Overpower it and make it give you its secrets.
The coils of the serpent that wrap itself around your body which IS the labyrinth.
You become trapped within yourself and you try to find exists.
You do not become lost, you become trapped, because you forget you have the key and you know the way to the light.
Where is the exit out of the labyrinth? Where is the exit out of the cycle? Where is the exit out of the Ouroboros?
How do you exit the seamless, endless cycle?
It is perfectly round, isn’t it?
There are no breaks yet the labyrinth shows you an exit.
The only exit lies within yourself not without.
You must reflect within to wake up to escape the cycle.
When you enter the underworld you are really entering yourself.
You must die to reality and to the world to be free of the Ouroboros.
Your body must seem to not exist, neither your mind, only your spirit and consciousness.
Like a serpent you must shed your skin.
You have to be reborn into another skin.
You have tricked Ananke by doing this.
You have changed your ways and pass through the cycle with your new identity for she does not know you, the Ouroboros does not know you, for they deal only with matter, not spirit.
So you must think as a spirit, not as flesh and blood.
Marduk slit open the belly of Tiamat. The gods were free from the Cycle because of him.
Me: Does Marduk have any connection with your priesthood?
Melchizedek: The Melchizedek order existed long before Melchizedek under a different name.
Marduk was the head of the order of Melchizedek during those times.
Research my name.
So I began to research the meaning of the name Melchizedek.
The name Melchizedek means “My King is righteousness” but it also mean “My King is Jupiter/Zedek”. So someone can say that the priesthood of Melchizedek existed in Babylon as the priesthood of Marduk where the Babylonian name for the planet Jupiter was Marduk.
It would be nice for the misguided Greco-Roman Pagans AND Greco-Roman Christians to know that Christ is a high priest of Jupiter/Zeus/Marduk/Zedek (just to mention some of his names) since he is the high priest in the order of Melchizedek as it states in the corrupted and fraudulent texts of the Bible.
So I had to ask Melchizedek to tell me about Lucifer.
Me: What you can tell me about Lucifer?
Melchizedek: Lucifer is ‘phos phorous’ (light bringer).
Me: So the projection of the church was a crime against the light bringer?
Melchizedek: Not only did they cover the light of Lucifer but also the wisdom of Sophia. Light and wisdom are the same. Lucifer illuminates wisdom’s message so mankind can see and understand in the darkness of his ego. Without the light, mankind cannot see wisdom and cannot be enlightened so is eternally trapped within the cycle of the ego and depended on the church to teach them what is right and wrong.
But light and wisdom are willing to go into the darkness to bring illumination and knowledge to those trapped within the darkness of their shadows. The church keeps them in shadows…they are blind within the darkness and desperately look for a hand to hold to guide them to some kind of understanding and so because the church knows they keep mankind in darkness, so their hand is the one he reaches for, but know that it is not only the church and Christianity but also Islam and Judaism. They are the same and are all controlled by the same system that is a group of people who are the dark brotherhood.
Sadly the Jews accepted non avatars into the order….this is why the dark brotherhood believe themselves to be gods.
Me: So Mohammad was one of them?
Melchizedek: No, he is one of us, but they lied about his life and his teachings and manipulated them in a way that will suit them by mixing their darkness with his light, like they did with the Bible.
After this meeting I made a little more research about the Melchizedek priesthood and found some things that are worth mentioning:
Quotes from: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Melchizedek_priesthood
“The Melchizedek priesthood is the name of several priesthoods in different religions. Priesthood is generally attributed to Melchizedek as he is the first individual to be given the title Kohen (priest) in the bible (Torah).”
“The Law of Moses stipulates that only the male descendants of Aaron be commissioned to serve as Jewish priests) before the God of Israel and the Jewish nation. This commission is believed in Judaism to be “a covenant of everlasting priesthood” (“Brith HaKehuna”) and not eligible for replacement by other tribes of Israel.”
“The Midrash and Babylonian Talmud maintain that the priesthood held by Melchizedek, who pre-dated the patriarch Levi by five generations (Melchizedek pre-dates Aaron by six generations; Abraham, Isaac, Jacob, Levi, Kehoth, Amram, Aaron) was given in his stead to Abraham who in turn passed it on to his patrilineal descendents, Isaac and then to Jacob. Midrashic literature attributes this transition as a consequence due to Melchizedek preceding the name of Abraham to that of God, while some Jewish commentators, such as Chaim ibn Attar, write that Melchizedek gave the priesthood to Abraham willingly.”
So combining this with the words of Melchizedek someone can guess that there is a conflict between the Aaronic priesthood and the Melchizedek (Christ) priesthood from where the Jews gain the right to be priests of El Elyon (that they no longer possess) in the first place and it seems that the Aaronic priesthood has some connection with the dark brotherhood.
Read also: Fire in Darkness