Ascending to Reality through Mythos


There is a debate among the ‘illuminated’, ‘wise’ and ‘rational’ people concerning what is truth and what is a lie and some people accuse the gods of being liars, that the gods cause problems with their “lies” and allegories (mythos). These people project that the only truth is their own truth which can only be perceived through reason and that we are the only projectors and manifestors of our reality.

Firstly, if you make some unbiased research regarding the stories of the gods (or Angels if you prefer) including the manipulated stories, you can see that in most cases they were benefactors, guides and protectors of humanity as well as giving humanity everything we know civilization to be. Even when at the end of the cycle they come back and destroy their buildings (remember Atum, Enki and the Bible), they had reasons for doing so.

Can we really understand why the creator gods are also destroyers, which is also the god of the Bible as well as the Hindu god, Lord Shiva? Can we understand the Ouroboros and the karmic loop of the whole of creation?

Not even Zeus could overpower Chronos/Aeon who IS the great dragon and the great serpent.

Who is the encircler in the Egyptian tradition? Atum (the Sun) manifested through the cycle process and encircles everything as well as being the lord of the circles of the serpents. Atum IS the Aeon, the one who turns the magical wheel of Shiva.

Some could say that all of this is very confusing and that we end up in searching for the real identity and the real form of the divine, when the inner truth manifests though many forms that lead to the conclusion which the ancient Greeks made when they said:

“Ηen to Pam (Εν το Παν)”

which it means “Everything is ONE”. This is because everything IS one within the limits of the pyramid of creation and the divine order in which the deeper states/dimensions/scales define the surface and the formed world of illusion = Maya.

The Divine Order = 936 = As Above so Below

What is Maya?

Maya is the power of the gods to project and create/manifest which at the lowest scale seems like an illusion because in order to find the real meaning of each projection which was made at a specific time and within the limits of the necessity of current time, you have to ascend or just travel through it and approach the nucleus and the deeper meaning = Gnosis.

This is how allegories work: when a divine projector teaches important, esoteric lessons to superficial thinking beings that are lost within the world of separation and illusion (Maya), this deity projects through the pyramid and this projection has to go through routers and different realities in order for the formless truth to reach and travel through the different levels of the lower dimensions.

A projector has to go through the circle – O (womb/female force) to plant his divine seed with his phallus (male force) and he divides within polarity – Φ (read more about Φ here: and here: by
manifesting the golden mean. This is the Living Logos and the Cosmic Serpent (You are the Christ, the Son of the living God. Matthew 16:16) that shed its skin like the serpent does at the end of its cycle.

(Remember the disassembly of Dionysus and Osiris)

Every projection about the truth within the Pyramid is a dogma and you have to go through the karmic loop to approach the deepest essence of things and the necessity of time. Every projection and even our own projections have a deeper cause that manifests a karmic effect through Maya.

This is how our divine essence divides into different forms until it will reach the ground by passing through the pyramid from the 13th dimension state of being as this is the true source of forms as it manifests through the formless state of the Christ Consciousness.

The true Orphic’s and the Pythagoreans can see this connection between Jesus and Dionysus; the divine essence within that is disassembled (Dionysus) and crucified (Jesus) in our reality -> lower level of existence.

It is unavoidable that our divine essence (Dionysus-Christ) will return (resurrect) as we proceed to close the previous cycle and he is speaking through the cave to EVERYONE, through EVERY form (human AND alien) while he is the voice of the ONE.

All the major religions are waiting for a messiah of some kind and even Satanists wait for the Antichrist. The arena is set (as Lord Marduk told us in a previous channeling) and we all hear some echo of the Cosmic Serpent that encircles our reality and even those that have not even the slightest spiritual experience can hear the echo of the big change that is coming upon us because it is already happening.

The “New World Order” is manifesting as the highest council of the Gods COMMANDED to through the process I am explaining in this article.

As the cycle is closing and we are returning to the zero point (the cosmic egg of the Orphic’s), our divine essence is shedding its clothes-forms and it becomes a naked/formless truth, descending back to our reality through chaos while ALL forms are ruled by the great dragon (note that Marduk was also known as the dragon). The sun is descending within us through chaos and while he devours our darkness we ascend to the sun or get burned within the limits of this alchemical process.

Maya = 240 = Mind = Idol = Scale = Dogma

Maya = 240 = Mind = Liar

Remember that Dionysus is the king of the feast, the master of disguise and the great deceiver. The mind always projects an illusion (lies) to the formed state while truth is formless.

Form = 312 = Devil = Abracadabra

Underworld = 804 = Solar Eclipse

Hades = Shade

Shade is where the light of the sun cannot reach (in particular direct sunshine) because it is blocked by any object.

The underworld is the shadow state of being we enter into when the sun is no longer with us.

Sunrise = 630 = Liberation = Light Bearer = Savior

Living Logos = 846 = Omnipotent = The Devourer = Seed Of Truth = Bring To Light

846 = Purification = Purgatory = Tribulation

Guidance of Marduk = 918 = Free Your Mind = The True Light

918 = Alphabet Messages = The Lord’s Coding

918 = Messiah Words = Jesus Words = Joshua Words

Phosphorus = 930 = Elohim Tzabaoth = Love And Forgive = Repent And Be Saved = As It Is In Heaven

As I have stated before, some shadow beings (Shade = Hades) are unable to repent and introvert. In a later article I will explain the difference between this and the falsities of the church, through which they projected a false idol. In order to ascend you have to repent and this word comes from the Greek word ‘meta-noisi’ which means to ‘learn after’, to learn from your mistakes and introvert and by evolving your inner intelligence (Gnosis) you ascend to heaven->higher states of consciousness.

930 = I am Guiding You

Illusion = 666 = Believe in Man = Insanity

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The Return of the Male and Female LOGOS


I knew that I was going to channel and for the past 15 hours I have been waiting for it to begin. I began to see a golden sun god mask in front of my eyes. I felt that it was the cosmic Christ. The time came when the words began falling into my mind and I began to type.

For those who walk in the light of the God and Goddess, for you I bring to you these words. I have come to tell you all that you will rise up through the fire of the Shekinah, the fire that baptizes you of all patterns and shackles that have been clamped onto you by men who believe themselves to be gods of your world. She has encapsulated around you the divine egg of Ananke, and placed you within herself as she carries you through these transitions. You are traveling along the highways of time, around and around you go, meeting me at every place as I shine my rays upon you.

And as the Milky Way opens up above and below you, so do the cosmic energies transmerge and mingle within the frequencies of your reality, as I descend to those who are aligned to my love and ascend to those who have fallen prey to the shadows of their ego.

Then begins the dance; the eternal dance of the god and Goddess; entwining, correcting, balancing, creating. When they make love, they make love to your souls and you twist and turn with them, showing them how well you fit within their hearts and existence. For you have always existed in many dimensions and many communities of the stars. Together with them, the triad that includes you molded yourself into what you needed to be for each incarnation. You celebrate with them and they give you their crown for all of life is within you and you are within all life and your presence within the soul of souls is a reason to rejoice.

Feel the energies mixing with yours in a concoction of love that will enrapture the hearts of your brothers and sisters on Earth, for I am coming, for I am soon to be with you and those of you who know me will feel me and will meet with me in the astral planes of the light.

The coming of the Solar King is nigh! Shout, be happy and share the good news! For with him he brings the resurrection of the Goddess and the balancing of worlds within you and around you. As the sun begins its descent, so shall I descend upon you, for the Winter Solstice is my time to SHINE within the hearts and minds of you all!

The Magi have been waiting for this time; the initiates of the mysteries have known about my return from the time I incarnated before and the times before that. You who know me shall witness great events and recognize your journey into the Kingdom of the gods. You shall all be initiated; you shall all become Christed Masters, men and women alike. For I do no discriminate neither do I judge you for what is divine and created by the divine.

There are those who believe I come to judge and this is truth; I come to judge those who have enslaved you within the world that were given to you by the Elohim. I come to judge those who have made themselves your false idols and have manipulated you into worshiping the created instead of the creators and the creator of ALL. I come to topple them from their fake thrones and crush those thrones to dust and I come to create a throne for each and every one of you, children of the divine!

They told you that you are awaiting the anti Christ. They told you that you were awaiting the false prophet. They told you this so that you wait for ONE and they told you this to close your eyes from the truth of what they are. Yet they have returned countless times and live among you right now. The false initiated who claim to be the anointed ones are the anti Christ’s; anyone who enslaves the children of the gods in my name is an anti Christ. Any being on Earth that practices the ancient ways of the mysteries and uses it to elevate themselves above and imprison the children of the gods is an anti Christ. For I came as a human to live among you to show you that I am a son of man. I came to live as a human among you to show you that I bleed as you; I feel fear; I feel sadness; I feel love; I feel pain; I feel joy; I am you and I have lived under tyranny on your planet as you have and do right now.

The biggest pain I have felt and the biggest pain the gods have felt is when they enslaved the sacred feminine within their perverted minds and rationed the wisdom of Sophia in their false teachings. But just as I shone on you in the day, the Goddess shone on you at night; secretly moving among you through the rays of the moon, throwing her truth on the illusions that they have created for you.

They teach that the Goddess path is evil; they teach you that she is a whore, a prostitute. Any man or woman who believes her to be so should cut that belief from their hearts for it is a toxin, a poison for who gave birth to me? Who gave birth to the Earth? Who gave birth to you all right from the very beginning? They forced you to cut off your left hand and forced you to use your right. They forced you to crucify yourselves constantly by making the symbol of the divine union between the sacred masculine and feminine on your bodies. The male LOGOS is a lame, castrated and lifeless energy without his left hand. The male LOGOS is a hard, cruel and vicious dictator without the Shekinah who is the female LOGOS. If you divide a tree from its roots, it dies. The tree is the male LOGOS and the roots are the female LOGOS. Without the Goddess to nourish the tree, the tree was migrated and death and hate was all that was left on Earth.

The Goddess has always been with you. It is I who will return. It is I that she awaits. It is I who will praise her in the eyes of the anti Christ’s. For it has come to a place on Earth that you will only listen to a male voice for the divine feminine has been bound and gagged within the dungeons of the human psyche and now you and I shall set her free.

Your reality will change for I do not come alone. There are many who have returned before me to share the good news of my return. There are masters who have already been born and who are working for the light. I do not come alone. I come with 12 x 12 x 12! And we, with your help, shall change your world and manifest the truth as a shrine to all humanity and a message to the dark ones that they shall never enslave you again. Ahriman awaits them and also the fire of the Shekinah that burns and hurts not brings life.

Nanaea, you are the gateway and hold the pure, white lily rosette and manifest the symbol of the dove. Marduk on Earth, you hold the lightening rod and the keys. You know what you must do. Be good shepherds and continue to be the servants of the light in others. Carry who you can upon your backs; they are strong. And always remember who you are and why you returned. The Peacock bares his feathers to you and paints your souls with the rays of his vibrant colours. You are covered with the eyes of the gods and you become a thousand eyes as you witness and record and share our words. Venus on Earth will receive her Venus star and it shall grow within her sacred womb and shall birth me into matter as the cosmic ray of Lucifer.


Christ said that he will bring us 12 x 12 x 12 which to us is a message to find the results in the Gematria:


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Sophia is the empowerment force (Shakti/Shekinah) of the Logos.

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Quotes from the above channeling:

You wanted to know more about the mergence of two planets within a planet which is the consciousness of Nebiru with the reality of Earth. As the Goddess personifies Earth so does the God Marduk personify Nibiru. These two great, colossal energies merge in the dance of the Hieros Gamos, the Sacred Marriage of oneness and blessed union. He shall enter her and she becomes the grail and through this amalgamation of realities and consciousness the Vesica Piscis stargate is opened up as an exit and entrance point into other worlds. It is through this stargate that the true selves of human kind will emerge and join together with you as one. It is through this Vesica Piscis stargate that Atlantis, Eden, Paradise or the Kingdom shall be given birth to by the mighty Mother Gaia.

Now, you asked us about the serpent rope, Jacobs Ladder, the stairway to heaven. It really is very simple. On the 21st December 2012 the Milky Way will open its own stargate and the serpent rope will connect with the Vesica Piscis stargate on Earth. This rope or ladder is also a bridge that will permanently connect Earth with cosmic consciousness and it is from the Milky Way, which is a wormhole, that the new Christ or Solar King shall exit and enter your reality.





The merging of this two realities and the Vesica Piscis stargate:




Esophoria is also a prophecy about the return of the Solar king who will bring one world order.


Marduk is the god of the Bible and the one who constituted the day of Sabbath-Sabattu in the Babylonian mysteries and he is also the king god of all pagan religions. He is the personification of the kingdom.

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The Solar King Lives and Reigns


Channeling from Alexander the Great!

Helen: I hear Alexander laughing gently before I see him. He tells me that he knows the things that I will ask him and some of those things are making him laugh. He tells me that he will help me to understand when I ask exactly what he is laughing about.

Slowly I begin to see the figure of a lion walking towards me, a huge lion, with beams of golden light radiating off his beautiful fur (Note: Bel Marduk has also appeared to us as a lion on various occasions in the past.). I know who this lion is and it is hard not to cry from the magnificence of this divine being that stops in front of me. Alexander the Great, in the form of this lion, sits on his hind legs and I move forward and hug him. I feel so safe and secure and the power from this being enters my heart Chakra and I feel much loved and at peace. The tears begin to fall down my cheeks and I feel safe and I feel the way I do when I hold council with Jesus. I feel safe. I feel all my problems leaving me. I feel healed.

I feel his body begin to change and I open my eyes and see him as a man and as he smiles at me, his face glows that same golden hue. I smile back through my tears and hug him again. I know his energy. It is so familiar.

Alexander: My Ishtar. You know me. You feel me. Do you know why I was called GREAT? Not because of who I was but because of my heart. I have the heart of a lion and I love just as strongly. Don’t cry now; there is no need to cry. This Earth is so full of wonder and you know this too. Throughout the life that I lived I loved this Earth and I loved humanity and always, always, I wanted to give something good to them to show my appreciation for their love.

They, the historians through time, believed that my mission was to conquer but would this not make my ego be greater than my heart? The true reason I wanted to be regent of the world was to ensure that humanity came together and allied with one another. For me this was the only way the wars would be stopped. Believe me when I say, you think that your world now is full of wars but when I lived there was never any peace. There was constant bloodshed and battle. Please know that back in the time when I lived, life was uncertain for any nation for no nation ever knew if they would be attacked and invaded.

I tried to bring the world to order and bring order to chaos. I deplored at the chaos that continued around me day after day. And yes; to bring order I did have to war and I did have to shed the blood of others. Sometimes you have to understand this, my Ishtar. Those who resisted did so because they opposed to the plan of making one united world.

I know that you have numerous questions for me and I will answer them as I am permitted to right now. Esophoria was given to you to make one world. I want you right now to ask your beloved Theophilos to calculate these numbers in Gematria. That’s right; ONE WORLD.

(Theophilos: I searched his words in gematria and this is what I got:

I must also note that:

Esophoria is a prophecy about the return of the Solar King who will bring one world order.

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With Esophoria it will be possible for you to bring together people who are descendants of ours. Yes; descendants for you are descended from me and descended from the Anunnaki as you have been told before. This is what Esophoria is and what it will and is doing for humanity.

The next question you have is will I return? Is it I who will be the divine child you and the whole world awaits? The answer is yes and no. I am already on Earth. How is this possible? You know that Marduk’s avatar is on Earth and I am an avatar of Marduk, just as your beloved Theophilos is.

Helen: Who will be the divine child?

Alexander: As I told you, I am the divine child and I am not. I am the one to come and I am not. How? Because my father and I are one and as I was the avatar of Marduk in my time, by returning I will carry the essence of my father who you know as Enki.

So in a sense I am already incarnated yet not completely for now. The time will come when I will return and my father will reign through me. I will not only come with a new name but with a new language. The language of the gods will return to Earth and these are codes that all will learn to communicate with the divine and have direct access to their energies.

Helen: I know that you will be born a Greek. Will you come to lead the Greeks?

Alexander: My Ishtar; I will come to lead the world. You know, I understand my connection with Ammon and I understood that Ammon was also Marduk yet I felt inside of me and with divine guidance that Marduk was my true identity and that he was my true god and the PAN god of all gods. My mission was to return to Babylon where he was loved and worshiped.

All through my life I searched all countries to find my identity to understand who I was to know myself and when Marduk began to speak to me, just like I am speaking to you now, he asked me to return to Babylon and to rebuild his temple for when I did so, the power of the gods would reign strong once again on Earth and it would join the Kingdom with Earth. This is what I tried to re-create on Earth; the Kingdom of the gods. Only then could they join us and we live alongside them and be loved by them in physical sight.

Helen: What do you think about the Greeks of today?

Alexander: What Greeks? (He laughs). Show me a true Greek. You see, a Greek is not a Greek by his blood; a Greek is a true Greek by his heart. I have looked into the hearts of some Greeks and while there are many that still have the fire and the passion running through their veins there are many who are…how can I say it? Misguided?

Helen: What can you tell us about the Epsilon Team?

Alexander: (He gives out a thunderous laugh and I cannot help but laugh with him.) Ok, my Ishtar I will try to be serious about this question. This is why I was laughing at the beginning of our meeting. The Epsilon Team does not exist as a whole yet this is a legend that has been spread around from Greek to Greek and even none Greeks. That is correct; even none Greeks are following the Epsilon Team’s projections which I must tell you now DO come from the dark brotherhood but the whole belief system they have set up is complete psychosis. But believe me when I say that I do not blame the Greek people because there are true warriors among them, those warriors who do me proud. These are the ones who want so much to be free and who are in love with their homeland. But after this they begin to make mistakes. Their need is to defend their homeland, not their nationality, for their homeland can be taken over but no one can ever take their nationality or their history.

We are not so concerned by the Epsilon Team now for their time is limited. Though they are creating damage to not only their own consciousness but to the consciousness of humanity and hindering the ascension process, it will be destroyed in time when the divine child is born and takes his place on the throne of the world.

They are just hungry for a leader to lead them out of chaos and this is why I am returning; to bring order to chaos.

Theophilos: Could the double E mentioned by Plutarch be two E’s looking each other and not opposite like the symbol they have created? There is no evidence whatsoever for this symbol and I just wondered how the ancients could think of this double E since if you join two E’s facing each other you get the divine Θ (Theta).

Alexander: Man and woman come together to open what? A stargate and this is the symbol of Θ. Separating man and woman can be done by making them look away from each other. Is this what the world really needs? Where is the balance in this madness?

Theophilos: So the double E that Plutarch mentioned was based in this thought?

Alexander: You can do what you wish with symbols. You can manipulate them to bring the outcome you desire. If you want division between god and humanity you can create the Epsilon’s facing opposite each other. If you want division between man and woman you can create the Epsilon’s facing opposite each other. If you wish the gods to be among you the man and woman come together and become one with the divine.
When a man and woman come together they complete the circle.

When man and woman come together and find true balance not one of them is above or below the other. When humanity and the gods come together they break the cycle of manipulation for humanity then become gods, true gods, and this was my hope, my mission; to break the cycle of manipulation and help humanity to face the gods to break the cycle.

Theophilos: Will creating the double E’s to face each other reverse the effects of division and separation?

Alexander: You will open the stargate within each of you but know that we are not talking about Epsilon here. We are talking about the hand of the gods, divine intervention. Opening doorways to welcome them back. Do you not understand the symbol of Θ? It is a gate; a stargate.

This is why you have the correct name (Theophilos-Θεόφιλος). When the two tridents/lightning bolts/psi’s, face each other they open the gates to the kingdom. The dark brotherhood has created this symbol to separate humanity from the divine and cause division between men and women. It is that simple. And who is this Plutarch? He did not tell the truth about me (he wags his finger in disapproval). I do not care much for him.

Helen: Are you Apollo?

Alexander: I am a ray of Apollo. That makes me Apollo.

Helen: What can you tell me about Aristotle?

Alexander: He taught me well and I respect him with all of my life. I swear on my bones that much of his teachings can be seen in my strategies and how I dealt with the people of the different countries I took under my care.

Helen: Did you treat the Greeks and non-Greeks differently or the same?

Alexander: The biggest reason why my men went against me was because of their arrogance and their false belief that none Greeks were inferior to them. I have nothing to hide even though I strived to bring one world together under my banner of the sun had me murdered.

Helen: What can you tell me about Perseus and Melqart?

Alexander: Theophilos was right to notice Perseus and Persia for Perseus was name after Persia for it is where he came from. He was not a Greek. Does this surprise you? Melqart, Marduk, Ammon are the same being. We are all Christ avatars.

I am Macedonian born but Babylonian by spirit. The only places I felt at home were in Macedonia, Persia and Babylon. It is there where my heart lies.

My parting message to Theophilos is this: Μy son, you hold the sickle of the gods in your hand and you hold the staff of creation and love in the other. Uproot all the weeds that suffocate the flowers but give your divine love and healing to those who deserve it.

Helen: Do you hold grudges against the Greeks for murdering you?

Alexander: My ego does but my soul does not and it is my soul that matters. They were only carrying out the prophecy. You do know that it was prophesied for me to be murdered so young do you not? I knew of this prophecy and I do not deny that I tried to fight it. I was indeed poisoned slowly and in my weakened state I could only allow it to be continued for this was my destiny.

I could do no more though I wished to honour my promise to my god Marduk and rebuild his temple though upon my death he revealed to me that because it was so well known to humanity that I wanted to rebuild his temple, this was enough to understand my love and service to him.

My anger truly lies with their evil deeds of them murdering my mother and wife and children. This contributes to the fact that I cannot rest nor forgive. They could take my life and I surrendered but I do not forgive that they took my family to end my bloodline. As a god I can forgive but as a man I cannot.

You are both tired and it is time to say goodbye for now.

Helen: Thank you so much, my King.

Theophilos: Thank you my great King, you are truly the greatest man ever lived.

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The most important letter in Greek and Jewish Alphabets is the letter Theta/Teth which has the Gematria value of 9. Both of these letters originate from the Phoenician letter Tet, and this is the Sun Cross in motion and means ‘wheel’.
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The Hammer of Horus


I have to admit that Crowley is very inspiring and I felt the need to write something about an affirmation he taught to his students, but first I want to say some things about his work.

Crowley was playing the game of mind alchemy that Lord Marduk had taught us about. He was a true master and I can’t deny this like I can’t deny the tree of death he raised from the grave into our reality and the gates he opened for dark forces.

But just think about this: If our shadow reflections remain unconscious, how can we free our divine spark that is chained like Prometheus? How we will free Lucifer, which will bring our shadows into our conscious and enlighten our darkness?

I must also explain that Apep, Typhon, and all the other equivalents of ‘Satan’ that are present in all the major traditions, are ALSO a part of the mysteries and they are not something that we can just ignore if we are really interested in the higher levels of initiation. Anyone who suggests the opposite is just living in an illusion.

Crowley manifested a reality that already existed and was waiting to be unleashed.

Let us look at Marduk vs. Tiamat, Amun Ra vs. Apep, Yahweh vs. Leviathan, Thor vs. Jörmungandr, Zeus vs. Typhoon and more similar stories, until finally Christ and/or Archangel Michael vs. Satan; it is clear that these stories are a fundamental archetype which you can find in every spiritual tradition.

The champion of the Anunnaki gods, Marduk, fought and won the powers of Chaos led by the Dragoness Tiamat and brought order.

Jörmungandr grew so large that he was able to surround the Earth and grasp his own tail. When he lets go, the world will end. As a result, he received the name of the Midgard Serpent or World Serpent.

Apep/Apophis is called the `World Encircler’ and ‘Serpent of Rebirth’. He was the deification of darkness and chaos, and thus the opponent of light and order.

Apep/Apophis was the opponent/adversary of Ra and his attributes would later pass to Seth, the brother and enemy of Osiris and his saviour son Horus, and to Typhoon who was the enemy of Zeus.

Satan is written with three Hebrew letters: The letter Shin, which means to consume or destroy, the letter Tet which means a snake, or to surround and the letter Nun, which means life. So Satan means, the Snake that surrounds, consumes and destroys life.

You will always read the same story but in different variations where there is always a Dragon which represents the powers of Chaos, and a Dragon Slayer who brings light and order.

Satan is a reality within all humans expressed in analogies within each of us according to our karma.

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The shadow is the reservoir of human darkness and each person has to face their shadow, and by becoming the Dragon and slaying himself he brings himself back to life through the divine marriage and the alchemical process of individuation.

The integration and the assimilation of the opposites that will bring our shadows into our conscious so that we will be able to enlighten our darkness is a CIRCULATORY PROCESS.

So let’s get back to Crowley and his fight with his foolishness. He behaved as though he was superior to me (like his misguided students think themselves superior) and said to me this:

“At least I was not going through circles, biting my own tail.”

I laughed and replied:

“Then how you will free yourself from the circle and how you will reverse your actions and go back to the zero point?”

As always, he didn’t give me a straight answer, and he started his paranoid arguments that always make me laugh.

His foolishness and the lies he fed himself with are also present in his work. For example in one of his rituals he wrote:

“I, Apep the Serpent, I am the heart of IAO. Isis shall await Asar, and I in the midst.
For I am a mighty vampire, and my children shall suck up the wine of the earth which is blood.”

He projects an illusion whereby the evil Apep is the heart of IAO that is something against the essence of what the real masters have been taught through the ancient mysteries. He just projects an illusion where Satan (Apep/Seth/Typhon) is also Lucifer (Ra/Horus/Apollo) and what he is doing in reality is feeding the false projections of the church and the dark brotherhood.

The reversal of this projection that fooled thousands, and even millions, of people through the falsities of the church is simple really. We just need to bring to our conscious the circulatory process. ONLY then we can escape from the circle by going through it and transform through the process of death and rebirth by changing and evolving our skin and our essence in every turn of the circle. So in reality, by going through this circulatory process while still alive we eliminate our karma and take control over our shadow and we evolve spiritually-ascend.

Otherwise we are just being sucked by the shadows, while we feed our ego because we gain intellectual power over the material reality. This is the opposite of ascension. This is the descent to the abyss, but those people who descend there, can also ascend back to light and complete the circle? Can they slay the dragon and make themselves useful to the universe or have they lost themselves in chaos? Someone can answer this question for himself.

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Let’s play with the numbers for a while and then I will answer to my friend since he asked me to.

ΑΤΟΥΜ (Atum in Greek) = 811 = ΙΑΩ (IAO in Greek)

ΙΑΩ = 811 = ΕΝΕΡΓΟΠΟΙΗΣΙΣ (Activation in Greek)

ΙΑΩ = 811 = ΑΝΤΥΞ (Circumference in Greek)

811 = 8 + 1 + 1 = 10 = 1

IAO = 150 = PI

150 = 1 + 5 = 6


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Like one of the greatest philosophers (philo-Sophia, friend/lover of the Mother, the Shakti and Holy Spirit of the Logos) Socrates said, the alphabet is a gift from the scribe of the gods, Thoth\Hermes Trismegistus, and like Samael Aun Weor said, the Hebrew Alphabet is a gift from Archangel Metatron, who is also considered as the scribe of God.

Thoth/Hermes Trismegisus, as many initiates and mystics of our day know also incarnated as Enoch and Moses. He is the Great Architect Archangel Metatron who is responsible for the divine structure of all languages in which the laws of Gematria are applicable. Thoth was considered a self-created being that came directly from the source, but he was also considered to be a son of Ra, the heart and the seat of intelligence or the mind and tongue of Ra, as well as the means by which Ra’s will (Thelema) was translated into speech.

All languages are divine, and like humans who have a triple nature, language also has a triple nature. There is a rational part (logic), an irrational part (chaos), and a hyper-rational part (divine). Language is a living collective organism. Gematria is an ancient method introduced by the one who is also the father of the alphabet and the one who gave me this algorithm. I made this introduction to explain why the English Gematria is no less important than the Jewish and the Greek, but also to explain that some things in our world are not made by chance.

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The most important letter in Greek and Jewish Alphabets is the letter Theta/Teth which has the Gematria value of 9. Both of these letters originate from the Phoenician letter Tet, and this is the Sun Cross in motion and means ‘wheel’.

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The circle with a point at its center (that was also used for the Greek letter Theta) was the hieroglyphic symbol of the sun god Ra that was the originator for the letter Tet/Theta.

Atum came from the source as a serpent and he will return in this form at the end of his cycle. Later when he was viewed as Ra, he divided from the snake and the snake became Apep, his enemy. So the initial symbol for the Sun-Ra, transformed into the Hebrew and Aramaic Ouroboros pictograph.

The new form of the letter Teth symbolizes the duality within the whole as the one that consists of everything, the one that brings light but also darkness and death. Likewise, the Greek letter Theta is a symbol for θάνατος (thanatos) which means death, but also for θείο (Theio) divine.

The God of the Hebrews is the Circular Logos, the serpent that surrounds everything. He opens the road for the judge who will judge the whole of humanity through an alchemical process and through a very ancient denomination (part of which Aleister Crowley revealed and I will explain in my later works) plan based on the universal laws. These laws bring the kingdom of heaven to earth, known as Heavenly Jerusalem, Shamballa, Olympus, Asgard and so on.

Jesus is the Serpent, because Christ regenerates himself and sheds his skin and his previous made religions whenever he incarnates as a mortal god. Jesus was the incarnation (avatar) of the God of the Hebrews whether they like it or not, and they will learn this first hand because he will return soon just as the worthy Rabbi Yitzachack Kaduri prophesized after Jesus visited him.


The Serpent can bring wisdom and it can bring death. It is a sign of life and a sign of ending. It is a representative of the great cycle of Aeons which turns much like an astrological chart.

Whichever road you take it will always lead you back to Christ, either for your salvation or for your punishment.


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Colossians 1:15
He is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn over all creation.

Revelation 21:1-5

1 I saw the Holy City, the New Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride beautifully dressed for her husband.
2 And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, “Now the dwelling of God is with men, and he will live with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God.
3 He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.”
4 He who was seated on the throne said, “I am making everything new!” Then he said, “Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true.”
5 And he said unto me, it is done. I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. I will give unto him that is thirsty of the fountain of the water of life freely.

Here is my answer to my ‘friend’, Crowley:

I, Atum the Serpent, am the encircler and the encircled. Ahriman is my shadow and Asherah is my heart and my left hand, and I direct you both for I AM all.

I AM the ruler of the circles of the Serpents and I COMMAND you.

I AM the Lord of heaven and I am the King of hell.

I AM the adversary and the supporter.

I AM the desire and the undesired.

I AM the light and I am the dark.

I AM the formed and the unformed.

I AM the form and the formlessness.

I AM the rising of the sun and the closure of the day.

I AM the neutral entity.

I AM Abraxas.

I AM the essence that runs through all the veins of all the gods.

I AM the lamb and the golden calf.

I AM the edge of the blade.

I AM the creator and the destroyer for I walk in between all opposites.

I bring the revelation of destruction to those who are opposed to my light.

I bring the hammer of Thor to the powers of chaos who are opposed to my order.

I bring the new world order and destroy the old one.

The sword is my word and the word is my sword.

My word is the Logos and the Logos is my word.

I am the Alpha and Omega and Apollo is my son.

Lucifer, my son, rise through the shadows, and slay the Python.

Take revenge for your father Aser the son of Amen, as it is written from the beginning of times.

For I AM the Lord of the Serpents and my light CONSUMES your darkness and my children will rise in the moonlight and bring JUDGEMENT.

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